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buy it, use it, breakit, fix it. mhm …Technologic.

Madeline — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 23:49:13 +0000

“She’s got you talking pretty loud. You berate remember your ailing heart and your criminal eyes. You say you’re still in love
If it’s true what can be done. It’s hard to leave all those moments behind. You tested your metal of doe’s skin and petals, while kissing the lipless who bleed all the sweetness away.” <3

“So, they say you’re a troubled boy, just because you like to destroy.”

Playlist, I love what you’ve given me.

dearest:

Madeline — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 00:54:29 +0000

At this particular moment, I have nothing on my mind. I do, but it really isn’t worth talking about. I like a guy, but I haven’t talked to him since last year, that’s what happens when you get into high school, I guess. I just talked about it. I guess, it mostly doesn’t matter because I don’t even have him added as a friend anymore, but this isn’t private so he can’t see it. It’s kind of depressing because lately, he’s the only thing I care about my MySpace for anymore. He probably doesn’t even care, but thinking about how much we used to talk and listening to The Offspring, which is the only thing we really had in common is that little thing that keeps me from deleting it, I’m so lame. If anyone knows who I’m talking about yet, make sure he knows that I’m talking about him. Make sure he knows that he’s a pretty humongous douche, make sure he knows, how much I care about him despite that, make sure he knows I’d do pretty much anything for him. I know you still like that girl. I know you like her way more than you did when we used to talk and that really sucks, even though it doesn’t. I guess, if I told you how I felt and I didn’t talk to her for you like a dumbfuck wingman, I could’ve put your relationship off until at least I’d left the school. I’m leaving, he should know that also, I hope he misses me a little, I hope he signs my yearbook with something more special than last year, when we knew I was going to still be able to talk to him. Sometimes, I wish you really did like me, but you were hiding it from everyone so no one would figure out you liked an ugly little 8th grader. I’m glad you’re taller than me. I’ll still watch the video that Ray took of you and him on my camera and miss you guys. I’ll still do algebra and think of how easy it was for us. I’ll still laugh whenever I see someone looking at me funny when I’m speaking spanish, I’ll still think you’re a good skateboarder, I’ll still listen to You’re Gonna Go Far, Kid and say fucker as the loudest word, I’ll still miss you and I’ll still like you, there’s really nothing we can do about that. I hope I get over you by high school. I love you and I hope you know that.

yeah.

Madeline — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 21:32:30 +0000

Be excited.

Madeline — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 18:51:35 +0000

God, I hope it snows.

11-30-09

Madeline — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 18:50:24 +0000

10 things you want for Christmas:

To not be ugly for once on Christmas.
Camera.
The cellphone bill, I’ll be paying that.
Money for the bill.
Clothes, lots and lots of clothes.
Snow that stops when we go outside.
A boyfriend.
Negative 23 pounds.
Someone to talk to.
A big hug.

9 musicians/bands you love:

No Doubt.
Postal Service.
The Shins.
Coldplay.
Cocorosie.
Taylor Swift.
Death Cab For Cutie.
The Strokes.
Modest Mouse.

8 things you do everyday:

Wake up.
Smile.
Frown.
Roll my eyes.
Check my phone.
Make twitter updates that no one cares about.
Pray.

7 things you enjoy:

Smiling.
Hugging.
Praying.
Listening.
Music.
The idea.
Whining.

6 things that will always win your heart:

Hugs.
Smiles.
Religious. (Catholic)
Listener.
Good taste in music.
Being close to me.

5 favourites:

Movie: Girl Interrupted.
Song: As of now; Charmer- Kings Of Leon.
Book: How far I’ve read, Perks Of Being A Wallflower.
Food: Boca Burgers.
Season: Autumn.

4 smells you enjoy:

Christmas tree.
Gardenia Lily.
Pumpkin.
Doughnuts.

3 places you want to go:

San Francisco. (again:)
Forks, Washington.
New York.

2 Favorite Holidays

1. Christmas.
2. Halloween.

1 person you’d marry on the spot:

1. Ray, because I miss you.

♥

Madeline — Fri, 27 Nov 2009 05:38:12 +0000

You never did give a damn thing honey, but I cried for you. And I know you wouldn’t have told nobody if I died for you.

11-24-09

Madeline — Wed, 25 Nov 2009 04:11:51 +0000

My room’s a mess.
My hair’s a mess.
My mind’s a mess.
I haven’t finished any homework.
I think I have depression.
I’m hungry.
I’m annoyed with myself.
I want a Coldplay song stuck in my head.
You’re annoying me.
I’m dumb.
I want to write a song.
I want you to call me.
I want rd to stop talking to me.
I want Raylene to post the picture of me that doesn’t look like I’m criminally insane.
I want to relate.
I want you to relate.
My grades suck.
I want everyone to want to go on the gate trip.
I want to find my book.
I need braces.
You would cry if you saw the video I posted on you tube, but you didn’t see it.
I need to shut up.
You need to send me comments on truth box.
I’m going to calm down.
I can wait for Thanksgiving.
And … the pilgrims are coming.

11-23-09

Madeline — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 07:10:52 +0000

11-19-09

Madeline — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 13:51:04 +0000

I just want to see people there and impress them. Then, i can watch the movie.

11-15-09

Madeline — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 18:43:11 +0000

You don’t care and I want you to feel bad about it.